Today, I was was unsure about my feelings and I opened up the book.
And I was simply relieved. Thank you, for reminding me this today.
There are many times where I just want to run away from reality. There are many times I can’t accept the truth. There are many times I convince myself that it is okay. There are many I think that everything happens for a reason. There are many times I feel like just giving up and not continue the path that I am going. There are many times where I feel that every time that I have fallen, it is an opportunity for me to get up and work even harder. There are many times I’ll tell myself that I can do better the second time. There are many times I compare myself with others and realise how much I can’t keep up with the world.
There must be a reason why. Everything happens for a reason.
Today’s one of those days when I feel everything all at once.
I’ve never been prouder the moment i opened my book and see that word. This was a tough period; juggling between school and attending driving lessons late at night, not being able to give my 100% focus and forever getting scolded countlessly by instructors.
This may not be a big deal for some others, but this is a huuuge deal for me. After being criticized for my shitty driving skills, countless shouting from here and there, hearing the word “fail” from my own instructor and literally failed TP once, I can proudly say I’ve gone a long way.
I’m proud of you, dear self.
And to that friend of mine, congratulations to you too. We’ve came so far and I’m so glad we literally started and ended this together. Even though we both didn’t pass the first time, but I’m really glad we passed one day after another. It has been a long and emotional one year and I’m glad we got so much closer after this.
Alhamdulillah for everything. ☺️