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30/8.


Everytime I look up in the sky
I see the stars and I can hear my god says
“this is who you are”
Everytime I look up at the stars
They be telling me you are perfect
Just the way you are.

Xx.

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28/8.

  
Sometimes we just want to be alone. Away from anyone else, away from phone calls, away from text messages, away from reality. 

Just you, yourself, and the world.
Xx.

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27/8.

Reminder to self:

You’re more than a bundle of thoughts.
You’re more than a job and a dream.
You’re more than a body, a brain, and a heart.
You’re so much more than you seem.
Xx.

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26/8.

 

검.

When I looked back I had come farther than I thought
I was all alone, and all of a sudden I feared
When I looked at myself, I didn’t know that I was exhausted
I was all alone, and all of a sudden I feared

You’re doing well
When you become confused, just like you’ve done so far, just go
Just do yourself, you know yourself
You practiced around a few thousand times
Broke down once or twice, now it’s nothing
Opportunity has always meant (you know it) standing up again at life’s crisis
You said you’re going on a trip to heaven, Quickly pack your suitcase

Don’t stop, you still have lots of work to do
Look at the photo of your parents who look after you
You’re your dongsaeng’s mirror as well as your family’s star
I musn’t sleep so that they can sleep comfortably
Hey you r*tard, don’t be so obvious
Stand strong, I know, even if you’re lonely
You need to endure this
Are your tears falling, you b*stard
Stop crying and raise it again, your responsibility

Eh when I didn’t want to see anything
I forced my eyes open because I just feared
It was because I suddenly became afraid eh oh
When I didn’t want to speak at all,
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is no other reason
I fear, I fear

I said it like a habit
“I always trust myself”
“There is no opponent”
But enemy was in my mirror
I must’ve lost my mind because of the continuous fight
I killed myself
My mom has become wary of me

To receive the attention of the public eh, to live inside a CCTV eh
I dug at one place to the point of death
The fact that this might become my grave scare me

Father, if you’re looking at me
Tell me the answer
I’m much too young and fragile to be an adult
I still don’t know the way
I know now that it hurts too much to keep hitting myself over something
Maybe it’s too late now
To just keep stupidly whipping
There are too many wounds that won’t close

Eh when I didn’t want to see anything
I forced my eyes open because I just feared
It was because I suddenly became afraid eh oh
When I didn’t want to speak at all,
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is no other reason
I fear, I fear
I keep getting afraid

I’m thankful for everything
Ignoring my religion
From the corrupted directors who tried to use this boy 6 years ago
To my current agency that rescued me
For the numerous contestants who allowed this stage
For my uncle in heaven who taught me how men live
For my family, my shoulders
Even my members who are like brothers
I’ll receive consolation just until today and
From tomorrow, I’ll be mature instead of being a coward
Love ya

Eh when I didn’t want to see anything
I forced my eyes open because I just feared
It was because I suddenly became afraid eh oh
When I didn’t want to speak at all,
I purposedly raised my voice because
There is no other reason
I fear, I fear
I keep getting afraid

-Song Mino.

Xx.