It’s hard. It’s really hard when you sacrificed so much for something but results say otherwise. At times like this, especially when I have fallen twice, I am really at the verge of giving everything up and letting everything go. I am this close to quitting everything because it feels so worthless. All the sleepless nights spent doing those things mean nothing when your results don’t depict the way you want it to. Nothing works the way I want it to be anymore, nothing is going well, nothing is falling into place.
I’m afraid of trying already. I’m afraid of another failure. I’m afraid of another rejection. What should I do?