SS501 ; CONFESSION

It beats…it continues to beat
Ever since I met you for the first time by chance

I must of fallen, I must have really fallen for you
I cannot stare straight into your eyes

Your light hands, your white face, I cannot even touch it once
I want to kiss your transparent lips
Saying I love you, saying I love you to you
Those words wash away when I’m in front of you
Like the many stars it is the worlds most abundant words
It is only me who still cannot pull those words out

Just like a fool, I am just like a fool
No matter how many times I practice, only wrong words come out

Your light hands, your white face, I cannot even touch it once
I want to kiss your transparent lips
Saying I love you, saying I love you to you
Those words wash away when I’m in front of you
Like the many stars it is the worlds most abundant words
It is only me who still cannot pull those words out

That if I could bump into you
I walk slowly at the place you constantly walk
Saying the words “I love you” thousands of times to myself
Even though I’m nervous, I will say it today

I love you, only I love you
Please say something, just hurt me this one time

Without anyone knowing, just a secret to both of us
Lets love, with no one knowing, lets love

Lets love
Let us both love

Big Bang ; BLUE .

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

;)

HEYYYYHO !

Okay hahhaahha .

Its tuesday . And its a boringboring tuesday .

No plans today . Just rotting at home and feeding myself with dramas and shows to watch and stuff to listen to .

Plus a little of twitter , facebook , wordpress and tumblr .

HEHEHEHE .

Okay yay ! 😀

HELLOHELLO

SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP !

2 more days to my event ! Kinda excited but ………. nervous also .

HEHEHEHEE .

So bought pants and all today already . And Im ready to rock and roll .

(Y)

OH , and Im addicted to Big Bang’s Fantastic Baby’s song . Ever since I watched Big Bang’s Running Man episode , then they keep playing the song and then I go to youtube and keep playing it . Hahahhaha OMGZZZZZZZZZZ . Their song BLUE also not bad eh . Hahahhahahhaha LOL .

* Im singing my BluuuuUUUUUuuuuue ~

Hahahhahaaha omg . There’s this drug in the song which makes me addicted . hahahhahaha ok nonsense max ! 😛

Ok im so bored right nowwwwwwwww . There’s no dramas to watch and Im waiting for the next ep of RM to sub . So practically im left with nothing to watch . Gonna stay at home tmr cos Im already going for the event on wed and I have to leave the house by 6am in order to reach on time . Sigh .

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

Ok be back soon . Till then ~ ♥

SS501 ; Only One Day . ♥

Your back figure as you left
I can’t forget it
Because I cherished you
‘Time will fix it all’
Was the support from my friends
But it is too less to bury you
In between the continuous trips
The thing that finds me again
It is your voice carried by the wind
Can you forget?

Day by day
The day that you aren’t here
Becomes a memory like yesterday
It burdens me so much
One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
My everything

The past memories I can’t forget
It hides the past nights
When the heartless times stops
On top of the promise I couldn’t keep
Is the dust that settled on top
Secretly, I clean it off with my tears

In between the large population
I’m looking for you again
My voice saying that I love you
Can you forget it

Day by day
The day that you aren’t here
Becomes a memory like yesterday
It burdens me so much
One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
My everything

In the split road of my destiny
Even if they say it is a shattered dream
I wish I can bring you back again

One day just for only one day
If I can get to see you
If this aged prayer can bring you back
What I couldn’t say
The words I couldn’t say that was deep inside my heart
Then I will tell you
I love you

One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
You are my everything
Please receive my last courage

HOLA !

Oh hey ! Im blogging again ! 😀

Been busy this week . Going out , briefings , blablabla . Event’s starting next week . Wed . Im in charge of the Shotput section . HEHE . Such an easy job huh ? 😀 Lucky I didnt get the track and field part . HAHA LOL ! Kinda looking forward to it . But its gonna be tiring and im gonna be sunburnt after 10 days . And its at CCK . I take 1 hour plus to travel and the thingy starts at 7am everyday .

So tell me what time I have to go out of my house ?

SIGHHHH . But thank god that last day is at Bishan Stadium . So I only have to take like 20 mins  travelling .

YEAYYYY .

There’s so many things I wanna do . so many places I wanna go , So many things I wann buy . But so little time .

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

School’s opening pretty soon . Okay minus about 3 weeks cos I have the event thingy , then im only like left with one week . where got time ? TSK . Results on the 30th . Hoped I did well . 😀

OK so . Watched a few dramas lately . Haha , and cathing up on SS501’s old shows , and also the new eps for Running Man . Sighhhhhhh I really have no life . hahahhahaha .

But anywayssss , I hope im not tired enough on wed cos I wanna atleast stopby Pasir Ris and meet my dear 4e2 friends at Class Chalet . Im so jealous of them . I’ve always wanted to have a class chalet with 4e2 ever since we graduated in 2010 . And when they finally made a class chalet , I cant make it . SIGH . Life sure is unfair huh . Just maybe not fated to be there .

SIGH SIGH SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

HELLO !

HELLOWELLO !

Haha , I know I’ve been idle-ing lately . For a very long time . Mwehehehehhehehe . Been busy catching up on my running man . hahahhaha . Ok , and i’ve just finished watching Wild Romance yesterday . It only took me 3 days to finish it . LOL . hahaha . The main guy is so good looking la please . And plus , his manager is totally like a robot . He only gets angry once and he shows his poker face all the time . -.- . But still , doesnt he look abit like Hyun Joong ? haha , I think he does eh .

Now I dont have anything to watch already . Haha , cos running man , I rather download it and watch it . Watching on the website itself is verrrrrrry blur . hahahha . Then now Ive only downloaded till ep 75 . Still a long way to go . Everyone’s talking about the Big Bang episode . Hmmmm .

I wished they invited the whole of SS501 together . I mean like , they can invite all 5 of them together even though they are from different agencies what .

Haisshhhhhh , I missed seeing all 5 of them together . 😦

Okay and so , my event’s starting in two weeks . Its gonna be a long one , but its gonna be worth it . 😀

Hope Idont get worn out and I hope it wont be tiring . But one thing for sure , Im gonna become suuuuper dark after this . Haishhhh , why did I even sign up for an assistant technical officer ? -.-

Ok , I hope I’ll remember to update this blog frequently cos everytime I wanna update , I keep forgetting . Haha , I must be already old to keep forgetting stuff easily .

Okay till then ! 😀