Bring me back to where i’m carefree pls haha i’m actually very carefree now la just so sick of work and stuff ugh.

Anyway, signed up for a new religious class which started last week and I am loving it so far. Except that the flu bug got to me today so the whole time i was having a really hard time breathing instead of paying attention. And the teacher kept calling my name to answer questions because my name sounds like his first daughter’s name.



Goodbye, soon.

So got to know from @tokyolightss this morning that Dayre was going to close down soon. Thought that it’s just another “rumor” circulating around saying that the socmed platform is closing down but when actually they’re just hoax. True enough, after reading the CEO’s message and stuff, it finally sank in me that yeah; Dayre is really closing down.

Well technically i got introduced to Dayre by Esther during our uni days and even now I got to know that it’s closing down from her as well LOL

Even though i don’t really post often but I’ve kinda gotten attached to Dayre while struggling to keep myself sane in Uni. I relied on Dayre a lot during my whole two years – coming up with things to post, taking photos to upload and doing everything to keep me distracted while studying for exams and doing assignments.

Man, I’m so going to miss writing and stuff because honestly Dayre is the only platform i feel most comfortable to rant cos I don’t use my IG/Twitter/Wordpress that often.

And even though i don’t post anything much these days because i’m always so tired after work every day to even write anything, I’m still really sad that this little platform where i can literally post anything is going to be gone, in less than a month 😢

Okay i’m a dramatic overly attached lady okay

So that aside, ended my friday well when I spontaneously decided to pick up an Ofo Bike and rode to the next MRT station before eventually taking the train home.

Had a lot on my mind lately, with work and interviews and a hell lot of shit lately that I just needed to do something to get my mind off it. Things have been occupying my head for the past few weeks and it’s really annoying because my brain wouldn’t stop thinking even when it’s time to sleep.


And so while enjoying the breeze and the fast speed, it felt like my head was slowly getting filled with fresh air and for a moment then, I felt so free.

The skies were turning orange as I cycled through the trees and streams of people knocking off from work and it made me appreciate the beauty of the things around me that existed if I let go of my worries and begin to look at my surroundings.


Spent my Saturday at a talk about the 4 Wonderful Women in the history of Islam conducted by this wonderful teacher. She is really inspirational and it made me wonder, what have I achieved in my life at the age of 24? She’s only 25 with 3 kids and she’s already so successful- giving talks to youths and inspiring people.

Masya Allah. At this age of mine, what did i ever accomplished?


B a c h e l o r e t t e 💋

So over the weekends, the pair of friends tried to pull off a surprise for the other best friend who is getting married at the end of this month. Well I can say that we’re pretty much successful and i’m kinda proud of our efforts 😏

I tried to capture an artistic photo from the top hahahaha it’s okay this photo doesn’t do justice man 🤣

Can’t believe she’s gonna become someone’s wife soon. So happy for this girl who used to be so carefree that all she cares about in the past was to catch up on her sleep (she still does actually) to the one who is the most responsible among us now. Gone were the days where we’d ask each other who would get married first among us.

Cos this pretty lady here is counting down to her big day 💖

Party planners aka partners in crime. We met for a brain storming session months back only to spend our whole dinner session talking and reminiscing about our old days hahahhaa.

Which pretty much explains our kinda last minute and delayed surprise 😅

Just L O V E our expressions in this photo 💋


After eating and while walking back we discovered a bunch of Ofo bikes therefore we decided to take on the adventure of cycling with our skirts and dresses at night. We were as clumsy as we could get but it’s okay, it was a nice night cycle session back to the hotel. For some reason we kinda felt like we were really on a holiday hahaha

Ben and jerry’s after a cycling session hahahaha them we literally got high from the sugar rush that Jannah just kept laughing at everything while Amalia opens her presents lol

Isn’t our socks suuuuper cute? Butterfly themed party + princess socks! 👑

Bridesmaid to be 💋

Can’t wait to wear this on her big day. Definitely gonna count down the days together with her because we’re both just as excited as she is! 💖💖



Okay so I wanted to do like a recap post for the month of Jan yesterday but yeah I was too sleepy that I just fell asleep with my phone in my hands last night. #whatsnew.

So Jan has been good so far. Starting off the year right with 2 weeks break from work to signing up for a new class to an interview for a potential job……..

… And to the latest addition to the family. All praises to Allah, the little one that we’ve been anticipating for since last year has finally came out to greet us exactly a week ago. You are such a sweetheart, darling and we all love you already. Nevertheless, congratulations to the cousin and his wife on becoming parents to a healthy baby boy, Alhamdulillah. 💖

And some post (I mean overdue) holiday photos too











2️⃣ 0️⃣ 1️⃣ 7️⃣ in a nutshell.

Really questioning myself right now. Where did my 2017 go? I still remember writing down 2017 goals and here I am today, on the last day of the year and i’ve accomplished literally nothing. Except for the experience at work, 2/3rd of my 2017 was literally spent on just mundane office work every single day of my life.


I shall not be too ambitious about 2018 though, because the last time i asked for so much at the beginning of 2017, I didn’t even get close to achieving them. So I’m just hoping for a good 2018 ahead and may I get all the strength to cry over and over again because so many of my good friends (AND BEST FRIENDS SOBS) are getting engaged/married in 2018. So happy for them la hais but i’ll end up crying for them because i’m so clingy like that.

Anyway here’s one to commemorate the official “growth” of me and my best friends. Really, our friendship is like planting flowers. We literally grew together and watched each other rise and fall together- Struggling with life, relationships, school, jobs and everything else. Now that one of us is getting married next year, I think that she’s ready to bloom into that beautiful flower that she has always been. Can’t wait for the big day! 💖

Butttt despite the lack of things i accomplished this year, there are still some pretty nice memories this year which i realised i didn’t post hahahaha okay so before it turns 0000, here we go.

Went to Terengganu for the first time early this year. It’s been an annual thing for the aunts so this year, while i was still unemployed, I decided to tag along hahaha. It was a good short getaway indeed. 💖

A cousin who is like an older brother to me got wedded in March this year. I can’t even express how excited I was to welcome the new family member and now i’m even more excited for Baby E’s arrival. 👶🏼

Vietnam! Loved every single part of it and I am definitely missing all of it. Great company and totally enjoyed every single picturesque place we went to.

THE Job hahahahahahaahahaha never thought i’d actually be here till today though because, hm, yeah hahaha okay.

Sis’s grad a couple of months before mine haha i remember i was counting down to grad as well lol!

Our daily terawih sessions during the fasting months. Miss rushing out w the whole family after break fast to leave the house for prayers together

Hari Raya!!! First raya with the cousin in law this year yay!

Not forgetting, raya outing with the best friends too!

And the poly mates! Kinda miss those days where 11 of us would rent a van to go to each other’s houses and reach home at 12 am for raya visits. Now it’s down to the 4 of us because we don’t really contact the others anymore lol

And we celebrated Hari Raya at aunt’s kampung this year too. For the first time we actually attempted to wear full on baju kurung here haha cos usually we’d all be wearing our normal jeans and top. But loved how all the colourful photos turned out though! 😍😍

One with cousin’s burger van while we were waiting for our burgers to be prepared. their burgers are to d i e for man

Cuzzies! 👭👭👭

the sun was shining in our faces and we had to stop the shoot. which explains why we didn’t have so much photos haha BUT I REALLY LOVED HOW COLOURFUL WE WERE LA

First national day (preview!) experience with the best friend!

Aug 15. With Jenny (the person behind the scenes) who entertained all my weird “museum shot” photo requests HAHAHAHA

Like this one, for example.

Bday celebration w the uni mates who caught me off guard when the waiter starts bringing out the cake to us hahaha. 💖

Super belated bday celebration w the best friends who actually got my sister to bring me to the restaurant where they were preparing to surprise me (and i was in a super cranky mood at that time because I didn’t want to go out but my sister forced me to anyway).

First photo as team haig road with an additional new member hehe

First outing after abg has got married hehe love family dinners like this

Which was basically the start of me being officially unemployed (as a perm) hahahaha

And not forgetting embarrassing outdoor photoshoots because I had to return the gown and we took last minute shots after our sunday class hahahaha

Melaka trip w the family! Celebrated our twin cousins birthday there hehe

Dad drove us around one evening and we decided that it was too early to go home, hence the impromptu photoshoot 🤣

This was impromptu as well. family dinner w the cuz

The memorable baby shower!

And not forgetting, the cute one (and the youngest among us!) got married recently. She definitely took us all by surprise, but I can never be any happier for this close friend of mine 💖

Short JB trip. We kinda had to force them to take this shot (and we got scolded really badly afterwards cos we were still trying to take photos but the aunt’s wanted to go back already)

Last week’s catch up over the river. Love these girls.

Earlier today, ended my 2017 on a good note. Attended a religious event where we heard the Quran recitations from a few named people from a few countries. Such a blessed way to end 2017 and being with the people that’s closest to heart.

And pls pardon how i looked haha bad tudung day and i just looked weird in that posture and awkward stance and all k bye

So yay with this i’m praying for a better and more eventful 2018 ahead, Insya Allah.


B a b y S h o w e r 👶🏼🍼


So over the weekends we organised this blue themed baby shower for our cousin in law who’s expecting their first child. We were crazy, okay. Because we’ve had this thought for the longest time, but we only managed to execute it at the last minute (read: 6 days). We kept delaying and delaying and delaying it until we realised that our weekends after this will be so packed with things like exams for some, or weddings, or holiday plans.

We literally booked the hotel, ordered cakes, balloons, went for some last minute deco search, bought things from here and there to fill up the present basket in less than a week. Record time. My whatsapp messages was bursting with tonnes of things to discuss while i was in the office lol

Probably one of my nicest crafts in a long while, i think! I’ve always wanted to attempt to do an explosion box but i’m always too lazy to do it every time and i always feel like i’m not creative enough. But yay okay i did this within like what, 6 days? Like doing it till midnight and frantically searching up for ideas online lol.

Love the cake. Yes, we had to spend a hefty sum for it but no regrets (i hope?). Because it was too cute and too pretty to even cut it.

The deco we managed to put together within a few hours. Seems pretty good huh, like tumblr material?

And not bad right? considering we thought of all these in less than a week hehe

Time check; it was 1 am when we took this. Some of us were already dozing off and we kept waking up our cousin to ask him take photos for us. Oh and yes, did i mention? I enthusiastically charged the camera (BOTH BATTERIES) the night before and packed the tripod stand only to realise in the hotel room that i left the camera in my room. So with just the tripod, it’s pretty much useless, yeah.

K i just had to post this one. My cousin (the one behind) was so obsessed with the baby clothes we got them and he kept taking it out and smelling them hahaha i can’t deal with him lol. In almost all of the photos we took he’s there at the background just literally smelling and fanboying over the baby shirts 🤣

With the pretty pretty mummy to be who loves balloons as much as I do. 🎈💖




Okay that’s all. Goodnight. 🎈