Staying at home probably makes me realise that I'm confused whether I'm hungry or I'm just bored so I need to keep opening the fridge and eat something lol 😅

I guess it's a good thing that we'll be fasting soon because at least I have a reason to not keep going to the kitchen to dig up my stash of food 😎

So so in love with all the pictures taken at the Sea Aquarium last weekend. I was literally in awe when I saw the shark exhibition because the aquarium was seriously so huge and I never thought that I'd actually stand that close to a shark in my whole life.

I've always wanted to visit the sea aquarium bc I love seeing underwater creatures and I'm so thankful to be able to see them last weekend. They were all so pretty and colourful!! 😍

And I was literally recording all the fishes in the aquarium using the go pro, wanting to record and bring back every single memory I could possibly capture. I am so in love with the go pro bc it's suuuuper compact and it captures really beautiful pictures and videossss~ 🙌🏻

I'll probably try my hands on editing some videos and maybe make a memorable video but we'll see how this noob photographer can do okay hahaha

^ Part 2 bc dayre doesn't allow me to upload a 27 second video 😒

26/5.

26th May; the date that I have been dreading for a while now but I’m glad it’s over and I am very satisfied with my results. My results are not tip top, neither are they satisfactory either but I am still very pleased.

Only Allah knows how much I’ve sacrificed this semester with very little sleep and staying up all alone in the living room every single night trying to get things into my head, writing notes, looking up journal articles, writing the dreadful 2k word essays, finalizing the report and making sure that everything is done perfectly.

Amidst all that, I was thrown into one of my biggest setbacks in life where I am hit by the reality that my best is never good enough. I realised that no matter how much effort you put into your assignments, no matter how late you sleep, if you don’t get the key concepts right, you will never pass the assignments.

Of course, my motivation level dropped down to rock bottom to the point where I don’t even want to look at my books anymore and I had so much thoughts of quitting school. I kept telling myself that I’m a full time student and my only task in life was to do well but even then, I can’t even achieve that.

I honestly don’t know what I’d do without friends who are always encouraging me and running through this race together. I don’t have that many friends who are always supporting me and giving me the support but I am always very thankful for the handful of them, be it those who are of the same major as me and those who are not.

I’m 3/4 through my journey now and I know that I will be strong enough to complete this journey. I may not be the best student but I will try do my best as a student and fight this battle within myself. I just have one more semester to go, so please hang in there, dear self.

 

Xx.

The day I've been waiting for (dreading, actually) finally came today and I was fearing that I wouldn't get the results I desired and I was afraid that it would ruin my mood for my upcoming plans.

But thankfully, contrary to my endless worries (which has been bugging me since the day I had my final paper), I actually passed my modules this semester. Tbvh, I was most scared of ethics and ob because I screwed assignment big time and I needed 30 marks (at least) to pass the entire module.

And which I am so relieved that I did pass, so now I'm just too thankful that I manage to squeeze out 30 marks from my final exam which means that my entire lengthy essay and bullshit that I manage to come up with actually paid off.

Because honestly, till now I still don't know what the board of directors consist of and I still don't know what factors make a good leader (those are the questions that came out for the essay)

Bottom line is, I am just so very thankful that I managed to scrape through yet another stressful semester with all passes so now I only have to worry for my (last) semester. Correction, my 5 remaining modules actually. I still don't know if I shld overload my modules because I've been getting mixed opinions from the people around me.

Help? 🤔

Sleepover at the aunt's tonight weeee finally sleeping with my mushroom head after so long YASSSS~

On a side note, I feel so blessed tonight. It's been a while since I last attended an event by one of my fav religious teachers and I'm thankful that I did. May our destiny and fate be re-written and blessed with the sincere prayers we've made together tonight, Amin 🙂

I think I've officially became a sloth ever since holiday started. I always have so much plans to do the next day but I end up not doing anything productive in the end, unless if I have a legit going out of the house kinda plans.

I want holidays to be longer but at the same time I want it to be shorter too HAHAHAHA bc I want school to end quickly lol. And fasting month is coming in 2 weeks, woohoo guess who's excited!

That moment when you want to transfer out your photos from your phone but you have too many nice W pictures that you want to look through and browse………….

It's not even 7 am yet but I'm craving for prata hahahahaha should I get some prata for breakfast? 🤔

Home alone and the weather is too lovely. Such a perfect weather to snuggle in bed and watch my shows 🙌🏻

Dreamt that my teacher called me up to her room and revealed that I got a distinction for A-Maths (?!) HAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm not expecting a distinction but I hope that this is a good sign that I will pass my modules bc this has been my worry ever since exams ended lol

Nope Jinu doesn't approve #lol #waiusofabbbb

Good morning world. Another planless day today but I shall probably just do my writing, hopefully I don't sidetrack to do other things heh 😅

On a side note, the hmf ost is stuck in my head hahaha I cannot w the bits and pieces of their parts playing in my head lul

Jamming to Dean with the Lightning in the background. Ah such a nice weather ⛈☔️

I still go crazy everytime this scene comes on no matter how many times I've watched this episode. My love for these guys is just 🙌🏻

Went for a walk this morning in my unglam slippers but nah I honestly didn't care. Came back home sweating from head to toe bc the weather is just so hot like that lol

Here's to another unproductive week! Haha it feels a bit too long since the holidays started but nope, I'm not complaining at all. 🤓

My cousin's going on a 13 day trip to Korea and she leaves tomorrow but she haven't even started packing anything. Her luggage is still so empty and I have this urge to pack my clothes inside her luggage and take her place instead.

Hahahahahahaha I wish k, I wish.

Discovering new places is like walking into a forest that is filled with new adventures. Historic places in Singapore deserves to be preserved, especially when it's so painted so prettily like this. My picture doesn't do justice but really, this area is really so pretty.

Ps: Can you spot the "Beca" parked there? 🤓

That moment when you are stuck between finding a job and going on a holiday. But if no job = no money = no holiday right? No? 😅